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Too Much On My Mind

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Normally when I'm upset or angry I find sleep somewhat as a cure because when I'm dead to the world it silences my thoughts.

But last night was such a bitch. I had trouble trying to sleep because I had way too much on my mind, especially when I was feeling annoyed and upset at the same time.

The jist of it is that when I was laying in bed, I burst into tears twice - it was more to do with frustration. And when I still couldn't fall asleep I started to repeatedly punch my pillow, imagining it was someone's face. I done that until my arm ached and as a result it made me feel slightly better if truth be told. Needless to say I slept afterwards.

Then a few hours later, I was wide awake again because I had an ache in my legs. I was wondering what time it was, so I just turned on the xbox (to learn it was something like 3 in the morning) and then I played Soul Calibur, imagining that I was beating the person who angered/upset me with every character that I faced.

Around quarter of an hour later, my dad came into my room and told me to turn it off and he wouldn't listen when I told him I couldn't sleep. It's strange because my brother had his TV on at the same time and he wasn't asked to turn it off.

So in the end I turned everything off like I was told and tried to ignore my aching legs while trying to get back to sleep.
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ChaseKBergeron's avatar
Related reality of the marked equation of the sighted notice. I understand this feeling deeply.... Hug